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My friends call me Grace. I love being different. Single. Random. CS student. Suplada. Pink. Pizza. Cheese. Chocolate. Spongebob. Hello Kitty. Bangle. Trinkets.

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trAitors! bAckstabbers!...
6/8/07 || 2:19 AM

I just want to express my hatred before school starts. I don’t want to burry hatred in my heart with my fellow students, thus, I’ll set it free from my heart and forget about it after I shout it out. (ilalabas q lang!)


I can’t stand the pain knowing that my trusted best friends/friends were the ones who stab me from behind! They thought that I didn’t know about it but they were wrong(they know who they are and i'll not mention their name nah at wla tlguh q balak!). I’m just controlling myself not to explode and be kind to them instead of thinking of VENGEANCE!
They’re so kind when they’re in front of me but in just one minute away from me, they can spread rude/mean things about me. They can even reveal my secrets that I entrusted to them. What a SILENT BITCH! Backstabber! A TURNCOAT! PLASTIC! FAKE! Everything! Those words are the ones they use to describe it...

And the thing is, I can’t accept it. I can’t accept that they’re the ones who are doing it to me. I thought they were true… “ONLY YOUR REAL/TRUE FRIENDS WILL TELL YOU IF YOU HAVE DIRT ON YOUR FACE” regrettably, they’re not!.... It would be okay if they are to tell YOU all unlikely things they can see in you... The problem there is: They are telling all those things to OTHERS! So much of a TUPPERWARE, isn't it?

And one more thing, Don't ever compare me to others because God made me unique in my own way. If you wish to, why don't you compare yourself to others instead of using other persons name hah.

But I’m glad that God gave me the courage to face it all bravely. HE had helped me get over it. I lay all of my burden to Him. (sya nah bhal sa knila)
Now I know who’s my true friends and so as my traitor ones. I will not do anything against them but I don’t have any trust left here in my heart for them… even a single dot!... totally nothing! But they can still lean on me.


at least ngeun okay nah sken lhat... mahal q prin cla... :)

For all they know, I have persons around me who cares so much for me... And because of that, they always tell me all the backstabbings that other people are saying about me

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